Friday, August 25, 2017

Searching for Answers

Life is full of question 
even we don't know every life's equation.
Questions that leads us to have no emotion,
overthinking the situation.

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Forgetting the Past

Forgeting the past is not that easy
you can just forget when you are ready.
 To forget may take time
 but i know i will endure these times.
Brokenness may occur 
and i'm still finding the cure,
Forgeting the  past may cause a pain
while i'm still under the rain.
wanting my past to steal the pain,
but it brings me in vain.
oh how to escape this Past
that i feel it will never last.
Forgeting the Past takes forgiveness 
but just thinking of it brings me illness.
My mind says forget and forgive 
but that's the thing i cant give.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

When is "Enough"?

For two years having this "in a relationship" is hard for me. Their are things that i can't recover until now. Sad thing, but it's true and i thank God because i'm still hanging on it,  not giving it up for the sake of my "feeling". I intend to end it up but i'm scared to do it. Scared of loosing, be hurt and be broken because in every time we're together he fills me up, he makes me feel he loves me much, and he makes me feel whole. And that was just a "feeling" i just remembered what our senior Pastor said "A feeling is not consider as he/she "loves" you but "love" makes you feel it."
Sad thing that i don't feel it.

No one can fill of our desires except God. Because God loves us so much, He allows our desires even if its not the best yet for us. No one can compare Gods amazing Love for us sinners, even we sin and sin again and again.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Hearing the Sound of Silence

If only i could hear the Sounds of Silence
I'd rather be in it.
For it,  only I could breath it's essence
then I could feel my Silence.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Kids Party

My niece, Picture taking while having their Kids Party. How Pretty she is even she always post candid on camera like this pic. hahaha..



Thursday, October 7, 2010

Monday, September 13, 2010

yellow table


this photo was taken during our youth fellowship. Just found it on my facebook account -_-